I’ve been thinking for months about St. Paul’s comments in
Romans about his feelings for his people of origin, the Jewish nation. In Romans 9, Paul says, “I am telling the
truth in Christ, I am not lying, my conscience through the Holy Spirit bears
witness that I mean what I am about to say.”
What was such a big deal and so unexpected that Paul had to say three
times that he means what he says? He
goes on to say, “I have great sorrow and unceasing, consuming grief” because
many of his people of origin, the Jews, have hardened their hearts against
accepting that Jesus is their Messiah.
“I kept on wishing (and even praying) that I myself would be
a sacrifice, even set apart from Christ, for the sake of my kinfolk according
to the flesh.”
As a child of missionaries, I totally understand people
wishing to make sacrifices and even be a sacrifice for the sake of another
people who do not know the Way, the Truth, and the Life, Jesus Christ. My parents and many other missionaries
sacrificed relationships with their families of origin, the life they were
familiar with, and most creature comforts in order to spread the Good
News. Many missionaries gave their lives
in this cause.
But I have never heard a missionary say that their calling
was so strong, they would give up their own salvation, give up their place in
Jesus’s atonement, for the sake of the people they care about. This illustrates
the depth of Paul’s love for his Jewish kinfolk and his willingness to risk
separation from Jesus for their sake.
Paul goes on to discuss the theology of “the chosen people”;
the evidence he examines leads him to conclude that the promise of God is sure
and for all time and that Jesus’s sacrifice is the only necessary atonement for
both Jews and Gentiles.
The following summarizes Paul’s discussion (Romans 9 and
following):
God adopted Israel, made a covenant with them, gave them the
Law and the temple service, made promises to them, and sent Jesus the Messiah
through them. However, (as Jesus also said)
not all who are Israel by birth are the real Israel. The real Israel are those who trust in God’s
promise.
God chooses who will receive mercy and compassion, and thus
birth origin does not determine whether a person is included or excluded from
God’s love. God decides. Paul anticipates the objection that this
doesn’t sound very fair, and he replies that the created can’t hope to
understand or overrule the Creator.
Further, he adds that it is possible that God, though God intends to
demonstrate his wrath and power, has chosen instead to be patient and to carry
the burden of those who invite such wrath and destruction. God’s patience
demonstrates instead God’s abundant glory on those who invite mercy, both Jews
and Gentiles.
Gentiles, who did not run after God’s approval, attained
God’s approval through faith. Jews, in contrast, tried to earn God’s approval
by works and rejected God’s Messiah and the message Jesus brought. They do not
understand God’s good character and do not submit to God.
Anyone who agrees with God that Jesus is Lord and thinks it
true that God raised Jesus from the dead will be kept from destruction, and in
this there is no distinction made between Jew and Gentile. Indeed, God uses the
inclusion of Gentiles to express to the Jews that God has not rejected them. And God uses the error made by the Jews to
make space for the inclusion of Gentiles in God’s deliverance. God sent Paul to the Gentiles; Paul hopes
that his work among the Gentiles will catch his Jewish kinfolk as well. Indeed,
he says that the hardness of the hearts of the Jews is partial and temporary,
just to make openings for the Gentiles to come in. God will save all of Israel because the gifts
and the calling of God are irrevocable.
Both Jews and Gentiles begin in disobedience and God chooses
to show mercy to both. Therefore, by
that very mercy, Paul beseeches Jews and Gentiles to turn over their whole
selves, soul and body, to God as a living and holy sacrifice; to think of themselves
realistically; and to exercise the faith God has given them. He asks them to
recognize that each one who belongs to God is not just like anyone else and
does not serve God in exactly the same way as another.
Mercy is what Jesus asked for when he was dying and prayed,
“Father, forgive them; they have no idea what they are doing.”
I find myself often in the place of not knowing what I’m
doing. I don’t know the harm I cause
others on a daily basis, and I don’t often want to think about it. I find thinking about it ties me up in knots
of inaction, which also does harm.
Paul and Jesus challenge me by their confidence in the
character and power of God. God chooses
to have mercy, God chooses to be patient so those who appear destined for
destruction can instead be filled with mercy, God chooses when to reveal God’s
passion for justice and integrity and obedience. I want to join Paul in his willingness to go
to all lengths to bring deliverance to the people he loves, the people he comes
from. I want to join Paul as well in his
confidence that the calling and gifts of God are irrevocable. I believe God called and calls Quakers, my own people, and God has given and is giving Quakers the gifts of living in and
by the present teaching of Jesus Christ.
In our disagreements, I can often see that both sides believe
that God is both just and merciful. I acknowledge that my own system of belief
may cause others harm, either in this life or the next. I feel that we are
caught in an impossible situation. I pray for myself, “Father, forgive me; I
have no idea what I am doing.”
I don’t think this is the most important prayer,
however. I think the most important
prayer is “Father, forgive those who are doing it wrong. Please have mercy on
them and be patient. Please give them
faith in the resurrection of Jesus. Please save them.” Please join me in
praying this prayer for all who are “getting it wrong.” May God in mercy
include them and us in the Kingdom.